Can you tell which window pane just got replaced? It was kicked out “accidentally” a couple weeks ago and the chickens quickly figured out that there is cat food just inside that door. (I am pretty sure they had some help.) I heard, “Chicken in the pantry!” more than once. Now that the window is fixed, they just stand there looking confused.
Early mornings have finally started to cool off a little, and I laughed seeing Larkspur outside in her mud pie kitchen wearing a wool hat the other day. Totally unnecessary, but a sign that she’s ready for summer to end. I am too, though fall has a tendency to make me sad. I think it’s a combination of seasonal depression and too much going on in general. Busy schedules overwhelm me. When I am stretched thin I start finding myself on the verge of tears frequently. September is always the worst. If I can just get to October, things will calm down and I’ll be able to exhale.
Our old cat Winifred disappeared last week. We knew she was in her last weeks (longtime thyroid issue) and kept debating whether or not we should have her euthanized. She was still happy to eat and be pet, and she was Larkspur’s favorite, so we kept holding out. Now I regret it. She must have died, and we can’t find her anywhere (outdoor cat). We are in a similar spot with our even older cat, Silas. He’s seventeen years old, and while he isn’t ill, he is just plain old. He’s thin and totally deaf. He sat in my lap the other morning and I cried thinking about the first year Jonny and I were married, when Silas was a kitten who would sit in my lap purring while I studied. It’s hard to lose the pets that have such a strong link to our youth, I think. I’m going to try to convince Silas to move inside before it gets cold outside.
Oh man, sorry that this blog just became the most depressing thing you’ve ever read! Just a couple more weeks, and all will improve. In the meantime, I’ll try not to write about elderly and dying pets!
On a positive note…
But seriously, I promise I’m laughing. Even if I don’t have a positive note to end on.